The Well
But the miracle had come simply from allowing yourself to know that this time you had found it, that some now familiar stranger appearing from far inside you, had decided not to walk past it any more; that the miracle had come in the kneeling to drink and the prayer you said, and the tears you shed and the memories you held and the realization that in this silence you no longer had to keep your eyes and ears averted from the place that could save you, and that you had the strength at last to let go of the thirsty, unhappy, dust-laden pilgrim-self that brought you here, walking with her bent back, her bowed head and her careful explanations. No, the miracle had already happened before you stood up, before you shook off the dust and walked along the road beyond the well, out of the desert and on, toward the mountain, as if home again, as if you deserved to have everything you had loved all along, as if just remembering the first fresh taste of that clear cool spring could lift up your face to the morning light and set you free.
-from The Seven Streams; originally published in Pilgrim
A Beauty David...
After experiencing a "cosmic betrayal" - on every level of my Being - ...*so many* prayers were said.
"...the miracle had come in the kneeling to drink
and the prayer you said, and the tears you shed
and the memories you held
and the realization that in this silence
you no longer had to keep
your eyes and ears averted
from the place that could save you..."
The Universe, ultimately, had my back.
Warmly,
-Leslie@ integrityintruth.com
So beautiful and powerful for me to read this today. I too have just experienced the most heartbreaking betrayal and your words gave me comfort. Thank you. I needed this today 🙏🏼❤️